Gout Attack

The past two weeks have been pretty bad for me, I had fever, followed by bad cough, and then flu. After everything is fine, I suddenly had a strong pain underneath my leg. I never thought that I am going to get gout.

I had the same pain in my leg twice before but it was gone after a few days and I never thought it was gout.

Before this, I thought gout is a sickness for those who are above 40. I was wrong and learn from the doc that treated me he has treated gout patient as young as 25 yo before this. OMG!

It’s time to take care of what I am eating if I do not want to get attacked by gout again. I am going to avoid high purine food like the anchovy like a plague from now on.


Purpose In Life

Have you ever thought what is your purpose in life?

Well, I do, sometimes. I say sometimes because most of the time I am just too busy pursuing so many things in life, and each of them leads me to different directions. Sometimes I wish I can go back to the beginning and change whatever stupid decisions that I made.

But as a human, we can only move forward. We will never progress if we do not let go of the past.

I will continue to think of what I want to do with my life, while I still have it.

Have a nice day.

Sekadar Update Ringkas

Wah, ternyata sudah begitu lama aku tidak meng-update blog ini.

Maafkan aku kerana aku bukan sengaja membiarkan blog ini terdampar sedemikian rupa. Kadang-kala aku terasa seolah-olah diperhatikan. Aku tidak kisah diperhatikan, tapi jika tujuan pemerhatian itu adalah untuk melihat aku jatuh, adalah lebih baik untuk aku berdiam diri dahulu.

Buat masa ini, alhamdulilah aku ada sebuah pekerjaan tetap yang dapat aku harapkan untuk tujuan membayar komitmen-komitmen penting dalam hidup ini. Ya, aku maksudkan hutang piutang.

Aku teringat suatu ketika dahulu, aku tidak perlukan sebuah pekerjaan tetap seperti ini kerana income ku masuk bagaikan air paip yang mengalir mencurah-curah. Mungkin ada hikmahnya semua ini terjadi. Mungkin Allah sayangkan aku dan tidak ingin aku tersesat terlalu jauh dalam segala cubaan di dalam dunia ini.

Masanya telah tiba untuk aku kuatkan semula semangatku dan membangunkan semula perniagaan online yang aku pernah jalankan dahulu secara part time dulu buat masa ini. Doakan semoga aku berjaya.

Terima kasih & Assalamualaikum.

Year 2013 In Review & Happy New Year 2014

As I look back to year 2013, I see that I have a lot of things that could have done better, but didn’t. Some people would say, it’s easy to say that now that it’s over.

The first few months of my life in 2013 was pretty fucked-up because of the many bad decisions that I made. I was in KK to do a few small projects with an old friend. I would have made a few hundred thousand dollars if things worked according to our plan.

I came back to Miri in April 2013, just in time for the General Election. I came back with a broken heart. The last project that I was working on was a travel project for Sabah tourism package and we have already started with the marketing campaign for the website when Lahad Datu was invaded by pirates.

I spent about 3 months, April to July staying at my parents home before I got a job here. I managed to spend more time with my mom & dad. I think that was the longest period I stayed at home ever since after I finished my studies. I moved out in the last few days of July so I can have a place closer to workplace.

My brothers and I was planning to buy flight tickets for my mom and dad so they can go visit my aunt and uncle in Johor. He was quite happy about it. I never thought my dad would leave us all so soon in September… sigh… sorry dad I let you down on so many things.

One month later, my grandmother passed away…

These two deaths shows me how vulnerable we are as mere mortal.

Let me end this simple blogpost by wishing all of you a happy new year. And I am wishing all of us a better year in 2014. May us grow wealthy, healthy and wiser.

Life is short…

The past two months has been quite depressing and sad for me. I lost my dad in September, followed by my grandma in October.

I still remember the last conversation that I had with my mom and late dad sometime in late July, we were talking about how cheap the flight tickets are these days (AirAsia), and that he should go with mom to Johor to visit my aunt there. My brothers and I were about to start saving money so that we can book tickets and prepare some money for their expenses there when he starts to get sick and admitted to ICU…

Fast forward 1 month later, he passed on the 9th of September. Cause of death: Severe pneumonia & kidney injuries.

He was cremated on the 12th September. Sorry & thanks for everything dad…

I May Not Go To Australia, Because…

Hi again.

I have thought about my plan of going to Australia and think I might not be going there, after all.

I still couldn’t get the sufficient amount of cash to cover my trip and accommodation if I am going there.

Well, that’s about it for now. I actually have a new project that I have thought of doing for quite some time now. I’ll post about it on my next post.

Australia. To Go Or Not To Go


I have been contemplating with the thoughts of going to Australia for quite some time now. I don’t mind going there even if I have to pick fruits, since the minimum wage is at least $16 Australian Dollar. Mind you, that’s RM51.50 per hour. (1 AUD = RM3.22) Isn’t that something for an aspiring forex trader who has never consistently make a good profit?

I should be there by or before this 15th February if everything goes according to plan.